ANGER

my anger scares me because I know that it shoots off like a missile
then comes crashing to earth with a thud of self loathing.
its a bunker buster... crashing down through any hardened site
straight down to the control center... bam... lights out.

i’ve got to keep all that kindling of resentment cleared away...
or just a little spark will set it off...
a routine of sleep... good food... exercise... fellowship... keeps the area fire safe...
after the job was over I came down from a big high... wasn’t prepared...

that’s why it has to be a routine...

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